lol it's been almost 2 mths since i last posted.
and this time it wasnt even because im lazy..
i couldn't cause i needed my finances to be directed towards study and family
and internet could be a distraction for me
so i figure prepaid might not be that bad :)
controls myself financially and i can fully use this as a media weapon :)
anyway... just like what God has told me at the start of 2010
this year will never be monotonous
this past 2 mths i went through one of the most challenging times
but also realised that i'm actually surrounded by so many many people who actually and genuinely cares and loves me just as i am
i had never knew people had really held me close to their hearts
after going through years of "God, I will love You and I know You love me too, even if everyone else doesn't"
it's now "God, thank You for showing me that I'm loved by so many people, I want to serve them as much as how my ministry had always been for You."
my cg, JUST, SOT students, and other good friends..
i love you guys...
i went through two camps!!
first the CBS camp
i think it was one of the most disorganised camps i had been through
i don't mean it's not enjoyable
but just messy here and there
that i began to get abit blur... hahah!
but it was good.. got to know some AWESOME people :)
it was almost like God planned this to get me prepared for the next camp....
CAMP ONE!!!!
omg this is like the camp i had been awaiting
because JUST was gonna make their debut!
and i tell you, the performance was great!
and it was really such a great experience
thank God and mel for the opportunity to be a team leader..
cause i really learnt alot
and the sessions.. just awesome..
like how ZY shared.. i dunno how many times i've almost decided to give up
to just, not go for cg and service
because people i love hurt me
because maybe not being a christian might be better after all...
but thank God i hung on to Him...
thank God i'm still here serving Him
and forever i'll still be serving You :)
tests, assignments, sermons to do!!
i'm so so so in trouble.... hahaha!
